30 January 2011

wonder woman

wonder woman apasih?
gue sendiri aja gak tau wonder woman apa.
setau gue wonder woman itu super hero tapi di peranin sama wanita dan menurut gue itu hebat.
tapi kenapa ya jarang banget film super hero yg di peranin sama wanita buat ditayangin di publik, yaaa paling minim super hero cewenya punya temen atau punya kelurga cowo yg super hero juga.
contohnya kayak power rangers, kartun movie the incredible, fantastic 4, de el el laah.
jarang gitu looh film super hero cewe yg berdiri sendiri dalam suatu tayangan, kan keren tuh yaa.
ya kalo jaman gue TK mah palingan cuman ada kayak serial anak super hero cewe yaa kayak sailormoon, wedding peach, mingky momo.
ya lumayan ngangenin juga si ya tuh serial anaknya . tapi sekarang itu film gak tau deh kemana udah hilang dari peredaran gara-gara film wonder womannya berubah wujud dalam bebentuk sinetron (iukh).sumpah itu sinetron sampah banged !  oke gue emosi . sekarang kembali ke topik.
kalo gue jadi presiden dalam perfilmman indonesia gue beli dah tuh serial anak yg gak bikin ngerusak otak dan jiwa . (obsesi yg gak mungkin gue teruskan)
pernah ada yg nanya ma gue , gue gak tau siapa . gue lupa.

"kalo ditanya lo suka super hero apa al ?"
"super hero? apa ya? banyak kali ya"
"salah satu adaaa laah"
"gue suka penampilan wonder woman"
"wonder woman?"
"iya, badannya itu looh. gak nyante banget.(nyengir)"
"ohahaha iya keren ya"
"gue juga suka sailormoon. suka banget."
"me too"

dan kalo ditanya kenapa gue suka sailormoon, gak ada alesan kenapa gue bisa suka. gue juga bingung. mungkin dari penampilannya yg fullcolour kali yaa.
ini sedikit fotonya cekidooot ..



fullcolour banget kan .
dulu waktu kecil gue ngarep banget bisa jadi sailormoon, alesannya tuh penampilannya mereka tuh gak nyanbte banget . mereka semua perempuan, tapi mereka bias kuat ngadepin masalah secara bareng-bareng. siapa coba yg gak mau kayak gitu. cantik, trus bisa nyembunyiin masalah bentuk asli dari mereka. mereka keluar dan mucul dengan kostum itu saat mereka perlu, ya kalo gak perlu mereka gak akan keluar dengan kostum kayak gitu .
dan kalo ditanya :

"alma mau jadi superhero apa ?"
"apa ya? gue mau jadi diri sendiri aja ah"
"kog jadi diri sendiri? lo suka wonder woman kan? kenapa gak jadi wonder woman aja?"
"gue bakal jadi wonder woman saat gue ngerasa gue butuh aja"
"maksutnya?"
"wonder woman kan nyelesein masalah dengan berdiri sendiri nah dia akan berubah jadi wonder woman kalo dia ngerasa butuh untuk nyelesein masalah dengan sendiri, begitu juga dengan gue, gue bakal berubah jadi lebih kuat dan lebih dari wonder woman kalo gue punya masalah dan satu lagi gue pengen jadi kayak wonder woman yg bisa nyelesein masalah apapun dengan sendiri :)"

kalo liat wonder women secara langsung mungkin lo juga bakal berpikir pengen jadi wonder women, ya gue emang blum pernah liat langsung. gue cuman mengkhayal, tapi menurut gue kalo mengkhyal lebih tpo banget keinginan gue dibanding ngeliat langsung..
yah ni ada sedikit fotonya yg pada blum tau wonder women kayak apa, cekidoooot..




geelaa gak nyante banget kan kerennya

tapi sampe saat ini gue belum ngerasa jadi wonder woman yg bisa nyelesein masalah secara sendiri, yg ada gue mendem masalah sampe tuh masalah berlumut. gue gak tau harus berbagi masalah sama siapa ?
yang ada kalo gue cerita sama orang-orang yg terdekat gue mereka cuman bisa jawab "sabar ya" itu bukan mengurangi masalah atau ngasih saran, tapi yg ada bikin gue jadi pasrah.

setiap masalah dateng gue cuman bisa masuk kamar merenung nangis. yg gue pikirin itu bukan salah gue tapi harus gue yg minta maaf, haru gue yg nagku salah. dan menurut gue itu masalah terbesar buat gue.
gue juga pengen bikin orang kayak gitu, itu bukan kesalah dia tapi harus dia yg minta maaf ke gue. tapi mana pernah ada yg kayak gitu. maupum itu salah gue atau bukan yah titik harus gue yg minta maaf. gue juga bgg lama lama sama hukum di indonesia.

trus setiap ada masalah yg gue pikirin gue pengen pergi jauh gak tau kemana ,pokoknya jauh banget kalo bisa sampe orang gak tau gue dimana.
dan sekali lagi kalo setiap ada masalah gue pengen jadi bayi. why ?
soalnya lo tau bayi itu gak pernah bisa buat ngerasain adanya masalah, dia cuman bisa nangis tanpa ada rasa capek dan tanpa ada rasa sakit hati sama siapapun . dan gue pengen jadi itu .
bayi cuman bisa melihat dan mendengar tapi dia gak bisa ngerasain yg namanya sakit hati, kecewa, diboongin, di salahin.

dan gue ?
gue cuman bisa nangis, mewek, ngejedotin kepala ke tembok, nyalahin gue sendiri, kalo gue ngerasa orang yg sayang sama dan orang yg gue sayang ngeboongin gue, ngekhiantain gue, ngebikin gue sakit hati. dan saat itu, gue sllu ngerasa ada yg bimbing gue buat jadi cewe yg kuat, cewe yg sabar sama orang yg sifatnya berbagai macam apapun, dan saat itu gue bisa ngerasa kalo orang itu BERBOHONG sama gue !
ya entahlah gue dapet mukjizat darimana. mungkin menurut lo ini biasa, tapi menurut gue ini sebuah kejaiban yg luar biasa (maaf lebay #abaikan) buat gue, yaitu saat orang nomong sama gue ya entahlah ngomong apa, misalnya ni yak kayak gini :

gue : lo hari ini mau kemana jalan yuk ? ATAU lo hari ini ada dimana gue kerumah lo ya ?
jwb : gue mau ke pergi maaf gak bisa besok aja ya (padahal mah gak kemana-mana)
ATAU
jwb : gue lagi di suatu tempat gue gak bisa lain kali aja ya (padahal mah ada dirumah)

nah gak tau kenapa saat itu ada orang yg ngebisikin ke gue dan ngeyakinin gue kalo dia itu boong !
gak tau dari kapan gue bisa punya rasa kayak gini dan gue bisa ngerasa kayak gini . menurut gue itu sebuah keberuntungan tersendiri buat gue punya fill kayak gitu.
dan emnag udah beberapa hal yg terbukti .
ya gue si cuman bisa diem, nangis dan berdoa aja supaya orang-orang yg mencoba ngebohongin gue mereka merasa menyesal sama apa yg mereka udah lakuin.

oke itu bagian kecil dari masalah gue .
dan siapapun yg baca ini, gue berharap mereka berenti buat ngeboong secara berkala sama gue.
bye~

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